The good news is I got to see my baby’s heartbeat today. The bad news is there is a small tear in the baby’s sac.
At about 4am this morning, I woke up with cramping. I was up most of the night with the pain and finally at 8am, I decided to go up to the hospital. An ultrasound found a baby in the uterus – with a heartbeat! That is good! I thought we were in the clear.
But then we had to wait (for hours) for the doctor’s interpretation of the results, which brought the bad news. The doctor assured me that she has seen many of these tears and most of the women go on to have healthy babies.
I am trying to cling to that hope – but as you can imagine – I am worried.
So – if you have some spare prayers laying around – I sure wouldn’t mind if you sent some of them up for this little baby.
Honestly girls, I don’t know how I am going to deal with another miscarriage. And if this one does end up in a miscarriage, I don’t know if I can keep trying. It is so hard.
I am heading to go get some rest now…
Hope you are all doing well. And I am sorry I have been so sick and out of it that I failed to mention the Hidden Treasure Blog Awards have been going on. The winners are announced now, including our dear friend Barb, so head on over and take a look!